Ok Bye

 Where I am supposed to write a love letter today, one day I will have to write a farewell letter, my teary eyes are wetting paper like ink of a pen. You might be surprised to read the letter. But it's true, I can realise the reality. So I never mind accepting that.

I never found a drop of love for me in your eyes. When you come in front of me, jump like a captive bird, in the hope of soon release. However, the bird I wanted to keep in my loving home, now that bird finds a way to escape! Can a bird that flaunts its wings ever be stopped? That would hurt my love.

But did I want it say? I didn't just love you, I wanted to respect you with the highest respect!

The day I first met you,

I told you," I could bring you a bunch of flowers if I wanted, but I don't want to make you happy with this flower, where all the beauty of the world is sitting in front of me, this trivial flower is very incompetent,"

You said with pride, ′′ God is worshipped with flowers, they are satisfied with that

I told you with a smile," They don't become happy just by worshiping with flowers. Rather, you can worship without flowers with full love and devotion of your heart

Because I wanted to give myself to you with all my love. My most favorite gift for you, I said with your footsteps,

′′ I surrender my everything to you

But you didn't try to find the story of another story hidden in this word. I know that this word might mean it one day.

I wanted to bind your soul in my bondage with all my desolation. But can a bird with its wings ever be locked up? The torn feathers that will make me cry so much.

I could never be the person you love. As if I've been a burden on your shoulders. Can you tell me how much more pain I give you by being this burden? I wanted to love Niladri's soul, not this blood-flesh-made Niladri. I wanted to be just a book in one corner of your library. But the remains of the bookroom which was in your negligence and carelessness has also been faded today.

So today I surrendered my love to the fire god, if there is a stigma in my love! I'm going too far to find happiness now. From there I will be the writer of every story of your happiness.

I won't say stay well, that's why there is fear of being erased from the mind. As long as the life is there, how could they tell you by erasing you from the heart? Because I wanted to catch your soul, not you.

Good bye!!!!!!

-Rod*-*